2009年10月22日星期四

Positive Positive Positive!!!

Chinghon ar Chinghon~~

Be positive!!
Sick Sick Sick!!! Why you just cant get well huh!!

Drunk a lot of water, slept enough, took Panadol, what else I can do?!!! Rc ask me go and see a doctor...
Maybe i should listen to him~~

Two weeks more exam again, this time, i really din't feel anything!! lol as I think I know the result~~~zzz..!!
Don't know what had made me so weak!! Is this so-called-so-superficial-illness!!!??
No, I don't think so, but more of my screwed-up-calculus, sad.
I gnna retake my calculus ='(
Sigh Sigh Sigh!!! Doubt i knew the result.....

Never been so down, I couldn't survive here, how could i survive in United States!!?
This is just Uniten!!! OMG!

Thinking, decides everything!
Initially, my thinking had gone wrong.
After that, everything gone.
Upset, Emo, Sad, Self-blaming, Almost-give-up, Willing to receive any outcomes, all these I had gone through in just this short 4months time.

I had been too naive.
I could never be independent!
what a pity.
Ok, now what. 15 more days you gnna visit Metropolitan again for SAT 2,
In such short time, what are your approaches?
Physics - 17 chapters
Maths - 10 chapters
Calculus - 4 long chapters
15 days! with classes, with your illness, with your facebook, sleeping, eating, dota....zzzzz

No, you gotto come out with some strategies!!
Ok.Today is Friday.
You should finish reading all the chapters one week before exam, so you will have time to do practices!
7days, finish all the 31chapters?
One day, 4-5 chapters?
I can do it!

I believe, I can do it if i got the determination! Sure!
Don't give yourself stress, it is useless!
It is just wasting time, you know?
You should spend your time on dota, facebook, movie, anything else but definitely not giving stress to yourself  until you stuck there doing nothing! It reduces your self-confidence! and It will spoil up everything!

BE STEADY!! BE COOL!!!
You try your best! Others don't care!
Make sure you really had tried on it, that is all!

This morning, I made a decision, I decided to drop chemistry!!
Cool! Insightful
You have the ability to measure yourself, you know you will just get all things worse if you take one more subject which you could not finish by the time.
okok.
Faster go sleep now, then tomorrow wake up at......9? too late? nope, it is definitely better than waking up at 12!! ^^
Then tomorrow morning study physics maybe....too much to study~~~Zzz...

I am good, I am good!!
Be positive enough, you are holding half of the success!
Cheer up Cheer up.
It is time to buck up...It is time to work hard again! =)
"Her diamond" by Rob Thomas, is the song that i am listening right now, It is a nice song, It makes me feel good. =)


Lim Ching Hon, you could work hard for your SPM, you could work hard to apply all those scholarships, you could work hard for the JPA interview, why cant you work hard for this one month, for the 15 coming days? You got no reason not to work hard on it! Or you choose to waste all your earlier efforts? NO right?

So, you know how to do la!
Try to see, Ah gor, Seniors all had gone through the difficulties they faced, you see Ah Mei, alone at Sabah, she could did so well, why cant you???
Come on! It is just the matter of you want or not.

Wake up Wake up Wake up!!
Chinghon, you are nice! you can do it! =) yeah!

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!! ^.^
(Quoted from Tee Chin Yan, Aun Bing Yee.)

I strongly agree man!! I always stand myself there too!
Jia You!!!
Everyone is working and facing problems as well.
Jia you Everyone!! Let me join you all! =)
God, Can You Hear ME?
But I cant hear you!!
Please faster let me get well from my illness, so I can work hard on my study.
Just for this time! thanks!