Sigh...why my feeling now is so complicated..??T.T i feel like to cry~~~~~~~Zzz
Every time i went back here, don't know why, i recall many things..look at those stuff that mum prepared for me..touched! This morning, she woke up at 3 and cooked " 鸡蛋面线" for me...touched..coz she said she cant cook for me on my real birthday...thanks mum..thanks! some more, cooked some dishes also, so i can bring it here as my lunch..and i wont get hungry..she did so so much for me..mum, i can sense that..i can feel that..but, please don't do all that any more, stop it!!I afraid I will disappoint you in the end...dad also...woke up early in the morning...last night brought all of us to go pray...and gave me a lot of advices......
I am not a good son..........!!!!
2mr night have to face physics test...T.T...no confidence at all..am i tired now?
why don't i start to study hard?? No, because i am still not ready...my feeling now is damn lousy..argh!!!!
come on..someone talks to me!!! T.T
just now i sat one car with a leng lui ~ zzz
i don't dare to look at her, later she says i m pervert..zzz
i m crazy~~~~~~~~~~someone come and rescue me noW!!!!
Holidays past so fast..T.T....i am still missing my friends here...sob sob...
i cant be so weak!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going US!!!!!
i am not going to let my parents down!!!!
two more weeks....
what can i do??!! =(
I have been working hard..argh...no significant improvements seemed..
I wonder one day i will jump out from this window beside me......
GOD BLESS ME!!!
Please...don't leave any comments here..don't come and view...
I just.....
crazy!
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