2009年10月29日星期四
2009年10月22日星期四
Positive Positive Positive!!!
Chinghon ar Chinghon~~
Be positive!!
Sick Sick Sick!!! Why you just cant get well huh!!
Drunk a lot of water, slept enough, took Panadol, what else I can do?!!! Rc ask me go and see a doctor...
Maybe i should listen to him~~
Two weeks more exam again, this time, i really din't feel anything!! lol as I think I know the result~~~zzz..!!
Don't know what had made me so weak!! Is this so-called-so-superficial-illness!!!??
No, I don't think so, but more of my screwed-up-calculus, sad.
I gnna retake my calculus ='(
Sigh Sigh Sigh!!! Doubt i knew the result.....
Never been so down, I couldn't survive here, how could i survive in United States!!?
This is just Uniten!!! OMG!
Thinking, decides everything!
Initially, my thinking had gone wrong.
After that, everything gone.
Upset, Emo, Sad, Self-blaming, Almost-give-up, Willing to receive any outcomes, all these I had gone through in just this short 4months time.
I had been too naive.
I could never be independent!
what a pity.
Ok, now what. 15 more days you gnna visit Metropolitan again for SAT 2,
In such short time, what are your approaches?
Physics - 17 chapters
Maths - 10 chapters
Calculus - 4 long chapters
15 days! with classes, with your illness, with your facebook, sleeping, eating, dota....zzzzz
No, you gotto come out with some strategies!!
Ok.Today is Friday.
You should finish reading all the chapters one week before exam, so you will have time to do practices!
7days, finish all the 31chapters?
One day, 4-5 chapters?
I can do it!
I believe, I can do it if i got the determination! Sure!
Don't give yourself stress, it is useless!
It is just wasting time, you know?
You should spend your time on dota, facebook, movie, anything else but definitely not giving stress to yourself until you stuck there doing nothing! It reduces your self-confidence! and It will spoil up everything!
BE STEADY!! BE COOL!!!
You try your best! Others don't care!
Make sure you really had tried on it, that is all!
This morning, I made a decision, I decided to drop chemistry!!
Cool! Insightful
You have the ability to measure yourself, you know you will just get all things worse if you take one more subject which you could not finish by the time.
okok.
Faster go sleep now, then tomorrow wake up at......9? too late? nope, it is definitely better than waking up at 12!! ^^
Then tomorrow morning study physics maybe....too much to study~~~Zzz...
I am good, I am good!!
Be positive enough, you are holding half of the success!
Cheer up Cheer up.
It is time to buck up...It is time to work hard again! =)
"Her diamond" by Rob Thomas, is the song that i am listening right now, It is a nice song, It makes me feel good. =)
Lim Ching Hon, you could work hard for your SPM, you could work hard to apply all those scholarships, you could work hard for the JPA interview, why cant you work hard for this one month, for the 15 coming days? You got no reason not to work hard on it! Or you choose to waste all your earlier efforts? NO right?
So, you know how to do la!
Try to see, Ah gor, Seniors all had gone through the difficulties they faced, you see Ah Mei, alone at Sabah, she could did so well, why cant you???
Come on! It is just the matter of you want or not.
Wake up Wake up Wake up!!
Chinghon, you are nice! you can do it! =) yeah!
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!! ^.^
(Quoted from Tee Chin Yan, Aun Bing Yee.)
I strongly agree man!! I always stand myself there too!
Jia You!!!
Everyone is working and facing problems as well.
Jia you Everyone!! Let me join you all! =)
God, Can You Hear ME?
But I cant hear you!!
Please faster let me get well from my illness, so I can work hard on my study.
Just for this time! thanks!
Be positive!!
Sick Sick Sick!!! Why you just cant get well huh!!
Drunk a lot of water, slept enough, took Panadol, what else I can do?!!! Rc ask me go and see a doctor...
Maybe i should listen to him~~
Two weeks more exam again, this time, i really din't feel anything!! lol as I think I know the result~~~zzz..!!
Don't know what had made me so weak!! Is this so-called-so-superficial-illness!!!??
No, I don't think so, but more of my screwed-up-calculus, sad.
I gnna retake my calculus ='(
Sigh Sigh Sigh!!! Doubt i knew the result.....
Never been so down, I couldn't survive here, how could i survive in United States!!?
This is just Uniten!!! OMG!
Thinking, decides everything!
Initially, my thinking had gone wrong.
After that, everything gone.
Upset, Emo, Sad, Self-blaming, Almost-give-up, Willing to receive any outcomes, all these I had gone through in just this short 4months time.
I had been too naive.
I could never be independent!
what a pity.
Ok, now what. 15 more days you gnna visit Metropolitan again for SAT 2,
In such short time, what are your approaches?
Physics - 17 chapters
Maths - 10 chapters
Calculus - 4 long chapters
15 days! with classes, with your illness, with your facebook, sleeping, eating, dota....zzzzz
No, you gotto come out with some strategies!!
Ok.Today is Friday.
You should finish reading all the chapters one week before exam, so you will have time to do practices!
7days, finish all the 31chapters?
One day, 4-5 chapters?
I can do it!
I believe, I can do it if i got the determination! Sure!
Don't give yourself stress, it is useless!
It is just wasting time, you know?
You should spend your time on dota, facebook, movie, anything else but definitely not giving stress to yourself until you stuck there doing nothing! It reduces your self-confidence! and It will spoil up everything!
BE STEADY!! BE COOL!!!
You try your best! Others don't care!
Make sure you really had tried on it, that is all!
This morning, I made a decision, I decided to drop chemistry!!
Cool! Insightful
You have the ability to measure yourself, you know you will just get all things worse if you take one more subject which you could not finish by the time.
okok.
Faster go sleep now, then tomorrow wake up at......9? too late? nope, it is definitely better than waking up at 12!! ^^
Then tomorrow morning study physics maybe....too much to study~~~Zzz...
I am good, I am good!!
Be positive enough, you are holding half of the success!
Cheer up Cheer up.
It is time to buck up...It is time to work hard again! =)
"Her diamond" by Rob Thomas, is the song that i am listening right now, It is a nice song, It makes me feel good. =)
Lim Ching Hon, you could work hard for your SPM, you could work hard to apply all those scholarships, you could work hard for the JPA interview, why cant you work hard for this one month, for the 15 coming days? You got no reason not to work hard on it! Or you choose to waste all your earlier efforts? NO right?
So, you know how to do la!
Try to see, Ah gor, Seniors all had gone through the difficulties they faced, you see Ah Mei, alone at Sabah, she could did so well, why cant you???
Come on! It is just the matter of you want or not.
Wake up Wake up Wake up!!
Chinghon, you are nice! you can do it! =) yeah!
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!! ^.^
(Quoted from Tee Chin Yan, Aun Bing Yee.)
I strongly agree man!! I always stand myself there too!
Jia You!!!
Everyone is working and facing problems as well.
Jia you Everyone!! Let me join you all! =)
God, Can You Hear ME?
But I cant hear you!!
Please faster let me get well from my illness, so I can work hard on my study.
Just for this time! thanks!
2009年9月26日星期六
Damn! Damn! Damn! and Damn!!!
Sigh...why my feeling now is so complicated..??T.T i feel like to cry~~~~~~~Zzz
Every time i went back here, don't know why, i recall many things..look at those stuff that mum prepared for me..touched! This morning, she woke up at 3 and cooked " 鸡蛋面线" for me...touched..coz she said she cant cook for me on my real birthday...thanks mum..thanks! some more, cooked some dishes also, so i can bring it here as my lunch..and i wont get hungry..she did so so much for me..mum, i can sense that..i can feel that..but, please don't do all that any more, stop it!!I afraid I will disappoint you in the end...dad also...woke up early in the morning...last night brought all of us to go pray...and gave me a lot of advices......
I am not a good son..........!!!!
2mr night have to face physics test...T.T...no confidence at all..am i tired now?
why don't i start to study hard?? No, because i am still not ready...my feeling now is damn lousy..argh!!!!
come on..someone talks to me!!! T.T
just now i sat one car with a leng lui ~ zzz
i don't dare to look at her, later she says i m pervert..zzz
i m crazy~~~~~~~~~~someone come and rescue me noW!!!!
Holidays past so fast..T.T....i am still missing my friends here...sob sob...
i cant be so weak!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going US!!!!!
i am not going to let my parents down!!!!
two more weeks....
what can i do??!! =(
I have been working hard..argh...no significant improvements seemed..
I wonder one day i will jump out from this window beside me......
GOD BLESS ME!!!
Please...don't leave any comments here..don't come and view...
I just.....
crazy!
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Every time i went back here, don't know why, i recall many things..look at those stuff that mum prepared for me..touched! This morning, she woke up at 3 and cooked " 鸡蛋面线" for me...touched..coz she said she cant cook for me on my real birthday...thanks mum..thanks! some more, cooked some dishes also, so i can bring it here as my lunch..and i wont get hungry..she did so so much for me..mum, i can sense that..i can feel that..but, please don't do all that any more, stop it!!I afraid I will disappoint you in the end...dad also...woke up early in the morning...last night brought all of us to go pray...and gave me a lot of advices......
I am not a good son..........!!!!
2mr night have to face physics test...T.T...no confidence at all..am i tired now?
why don't i start to study hard?? No, because i am still not ready...my feeling now is damn lousy..argh!!!!
come on..someone talks to me!!! T.T
just now i sat one car with a leng lui ~ zzz
i don't dare to look at her, later she says i m pervert..zzz
i m crazy~~~~~~~~~~someone come and rescue me noW!!!!
Holidays past so fast..T.T....i am still missing my friends here...sob sob...
i cant be so weak!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going US!!!!!
i am not going to let my parents down!!!!
two more weeks....
what can i do??!! =(
I have been working hard..argh...no significant improvements seemed..
I wonder one day i will jump out from this window beside me......
GOD BLESS ME!!!
Please...don't leave any comments here..don't come and view...
I just.....
crazy!
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2009年8月30日星期日
Thanks My Family
Today, my dad brought me some stuff...touched..thanks....
Yesterday, my mum and sis called me, ask me if anything not enough here...i asked mum don't bring me too much things..i don't want to waste much of her money...but she bought me a lot ~ -.-'' I know she doesn't want me to get hungry here as i m ady so skinny.. Thanks Mum...=)
Thanks sis also, always help n care much for me..=)
Haiz, today, feeling bad also...juz realised how lousy my english is...F****!!cant even finish an essay...=( really bad...
I dont want to end up with the termination of jpa scholarships, my dad n mum sure will be very dissapointed n upset one if it really happens..
No, I have faith in myself, i wnt dissapoint them, I will be doing good soon..=)
The 2-scores-out-of-6-essays that day really beat me down so deeply, so painful....sob sob..
Don't wanna waste time here ady..gnna pluck up...jia you jia you!!!!
Yesterday, my mum and sis called me, ask me if anything not enough here...i asked mum don't bring me too much things..i don't want to waste much of her money...but she bought me a lot ~ -.-'' I know she doesn't want me to get hungry here as i m ady so skinny.. Thanks Mum...=)
Thanks sis also, always help n care much for me..=)
Haiz, today, feeling bad also...juz realised how lousy my english is...F****!!cant even finish an essay...=( really bad...
I dont want to end up with the termination of jpa scholarships, my dad n mum sure will be very dissapointed n upset one if it really happens..
No, I have faith in myself, i wnt dissapoint them, I will be doing good soon..=)
The 2-scores-out-of-6-essays that day really beat me down so deeply, so painful....sob sob..
Don't wanna waste time here ady..gnna pluck up...jia you jia you!!!!
2009年7月19日星期日
回家的感觉真好!!!!! 太棒了! =)
虽然很赶, 回家不到二十四个小时....-.-''但是..............真的很很很高兴见到爸,妈,还有阿彼!! 感觉真好~ ^^ 真的。。。。。好喜欢！好开心！
时间真的超短的。。咳。。还来不及和妈，爸，彼多聊聊。。遗憾。。。
今天, 我偷偷地流泪...姐说，妈也很舍不得我。。。。。。爸，彼, 贝。。大家都一样。。。。
可能是因为大家在家太久了，大家都不习惯一下子就这样子离家。。。。
毕竟，在家，我绝对是一个非常吵的人。。习惯了吵别人，逗别人。。
大家也很习惯的被我吵，被我逗。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
谢谢爸。。。今天载我上来。。你驾车应该很累吧。。。辛苦你了。。谢谢。。
不知为什么，现在，我又有想流泪的感觉。。。。。
妈，放心。。有空的话我会想办法回家的。。我真的喜欢家的感觉，好喜欢。。。因为，家里有你和爸。。。
接下来的日子。。。应该很有挑战性，不容易过。。。请祝我一切顺利， 我会加油，我不会辜负爸妈对我的期望，对我所做的一切，所付出的一切。。你们是我的力量！加油！前进！
时间真的超短的。。咳。。还来不及和妈，爸，彼多聊聊。。遗憾。。。
今天, 我偷偷地流泪...姐说，妈也很舍不得我。。。。。。爸，彼, 贝。。大家都一样。。。。
可能是因为大家在家太久了，大家都不习惯一下子就这样子离家。。。。
毕竟，在家，我绝对是一个非常吵的人。。习惯了吵别人，逗别人。。
大家也很习惯的被我吵，被我逗。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
谢谢爸。。。今天载我上来。。你驾车应该很累吧。。。辛苦你了。。谢谢。。
不知为什么，现在，我又有想流泪的感觉。。。。。
妈，放心。。有空的话我会想办法回家的。。我真的喜欢家的感觉，好喜欢。。。因为，家里有你和爸。。。
接下来的日子。。。应该很有挑战性，不容易过。。。请祝我一切顺利， 我会加油，我不会辜负爸妈对我的期望，对我所做的一切，所付出的一切。。你们是我的力量！加油！前进！
2009年6月18日星期四
Failure Failure Failure!! Fated Fated Fated?!!!
Today, I failed my motor test ='(...for the SECOND time......
How could this happen to me?! huh!zzz..I have been cycling motor for at least five years time since Form 1 o 2...Really zzz..K.Let me tell the story..
For the 1st time, actually that uncle more or less should pay partof the responsibility for the failure of mine in the motor test +.+ Why say so? Coz wat? U know..on that day in the morning about ten stg when i juz woke up n gnna prepare myself to go out with weeboon, tianeu, junsheng and tao
How could this happen to me?! huh!zzz..I have been cycling motor for at least five years time since Form 1 o 2...Really zzz..K.Let me tell the story..
For the 1st time, actually that uncle more or less should pay partof the responsibility for the failure of mine in the motor test +.+ Why say so? Coz wat? U know..on that day in the morning about ten stg when i juz woke up n gnna prepare myself to go out with weeboon, tianeu, junsheng and tao
2009年6月16日星期二
Today is a bit Special.
Later about 1pm something, my uncle gnna fetch me to have the driving test #.#..scare scare man..I definitely cannot fail for this time..1st, it is because I don't have any time left for the second time trys before I go to study on next Sat *.* So, I told myself I MUST PASS FOR THIS TIME..this first ever time..I believe I can make it..^^
2nd is It is really no good of spending 50 ringgit more for taking the 2nd try of test when fail in the 1st..No No..I don't want..coz wat...I juz spent 55 ringgit to buy two of my favourite shirts last night..It is sure more and more worthy right? >.< compare to the re-test fees..zzz..so, I must pass for not gnna spend another 50 ringgit !!! hehe..Jia You! =)
Now gnna noon twelve, I gnna cycle motor to buy something to eat since my mum not gnna cook for tis noon meal..kk.just till here for this time..
Lastly, Wish me ALL THE BEST ya..
Good Luck! You can do it!
Jia you ^^ =)
2nd is It is really no good of spending 50 ringgit more for taking the 2nd try of test when fail in the 1st..No No..I don't want..coz wat...I juz spent 55 ringgit to buy two of my favourite shirts last night..It is sure more and more worthy right? >.< compare to the re-test fees..zzz..so, I must pass for not gnna spend another 50 ringgit !!! hehe..Jia You! =)
Now gnna noon twelve, I gnna cycle motor to buy something to eat since my mum not gnna cook for tis noon meal..kk.just till here for this time..
Lastly, Wish me ALL THE BEST ya..
Good Luck! You can do it!
Jia you ^^ =)
2009年6月4日星期四
Enigma
Just chat with my senior thru msn, who is now studying pharmacy in AUS..he told me a lot of things..n adviced me a lot...
Then my worry is just start, "Drugs are common in western country" wat a scary sentence..he said..but It is true..So it means that there are really a lot of traps n seduce in USA!!I might juz fall into anyone once i miss in controlling myself well..anytime..Then GG..
It s a sad thing..
So, I hope that i can be more mature as well as him during the two years pre-u time....
One more thing that troubling me now is that i must to make a decision right now about wat engineering course that i want to take..Initially, I wanted to take up chemical engineering one..but..sad..UNITEN does not offer that course...dissapointed man!!I have to choose one among mechanical eng, electrical and electronic eng, electrical power eng, civil eng n computer science eng..
Where is actually my Interest in?!!!
He told me to consider more things..about payment,own interest,job opportunities.....so on n so on..I remember one thing which he hav told me, so do Wendy..They said : you must be an outstanding and really good engineer..so that u can do well in future..It is true..bcoz there is really too competitive in job opportunities for engineers nowadays.
.I MUST BE THE OUTSTANDING ONE!!!
I hope, I pray, I work, I try, I will make it.
Good Luck!
Then my worry is just start, "Drugs are common in western country" wat a scary sentence..he said..but It is true..So it means that there are really a lot of traps n seduce in USA!!I might juz fall into anyone once i miss in controlling myself well..anytime..Then GG..
It s a sad thing..
So, I hope that i can be more mature as well as him during the two years pre-u time....
One more thing that troubling me now is that i must to make a decision right now about wat engineering course that i want to take..Initially, I wanted to take up chemical engineering one..but..sad..UNITEN does not offer that course...dissapointed man!!I have to choose one among mechanical eng, electrical and electronic eng, electrical power eng, civil eng n computer science eng..
Where is actually my Interest in?!!!
He told me to consider more things..about payment,own interest,job opportunities.....so on n so on..I remember one thing which he hav told me, so do Wendy..They said : you must be an outstanding and really good engineer..so that u can do well in future..It is true..bcoz there is really too competitive in job opportunities for engineers nowadays.
.I MUST BE THE OUTSTANDING ONE!!!
I hope, I pray, I work, I try, I will make it.
Good Luck!
2009年5月17日星期日
冲动，一股突然, 涌上心头的冲动...
刚刚看过了凌琛，韦文的。。部落格 ~
凌琛的，
还蛮感动的，有一点点想哭，也不知道为什么。。@.@
大概是，
和凌琛都那么熟了，现在才真正感受到。。发现，原来在他的内心深处，也藏有着那么纯，那么“凌琛”的一面！！遗憾，现在才发现 ~ =(
平时嘻嘻哈哈的凌琛，我并没真正去了解他，不过，
他也是那种有心事都往心里搁的人，所以也很少听他谈到 ~ 他心里的烦恼，心事....
韦文的，
很韦文。。
朋友，兄弟，
你们都去读书了。。都正在朝往目标前进的路上
文楷，秉毅，凌琛，阿kuek，阿清，阿冠，忆成。。
在此先恭喜你们了，找到了现在应该追求的人生目标。。也祝福你们。。
一切顺利 ！！加油！
能在一起的时间真得不多了。。不知为什么，突然感到很害怕，要和朋友分开。。
要从新适应新环境，要从新认识，结交新朋友，可是，我还是比较喜欢，习惯KLT!!
真的不敢想象，再过多个一两年，KLT 还会是最原始，最KLT的KLT吗？
等等大家都变了，讲话，沟通，再也不像以前，不自然，不像，不是原来的，不敢摊开胸怀，不要！！！
其实，昨天，韦文，凌琛，冠，俊升 去看电影。。我不知道。。只是听他们下午说晚上要出来，结果，他们去看了，我没去。。应为我不知道。。
当时我还蛮介意的。。为什么没叫我。。？ 可能也就是像韦文所说得那样，凌琛另结新欢？哈哈。。不知道啦。。
我也知道，其实，我不是一个爽快的人，可是，我知道我绝对不能爽快，很爽快地答应。。每当朋友jio的时候。。。
因为，我将为我的爽快付出代价！
我也能理解朋友花心思，jio大家出来。。结果还要遭到拒绝。。不好受。。我知道。。
在此，先说声对不起啦。。请原谅。。
因为，我是最难on, 最多顾绿的那个。。。。
没关系，其实，我只希望我们一直都能成为很好的朋友，那就够了。。。^^
彼此心中都有对方。。那就够了。。 ^^
最后，祝大家。。一切顺心！
我们再见。。^^
凌琛的，
还蛮感动的，有一点点想哭，也不知道为什么。。@.@
大概是，
和凌琛都那么熟了，现在才真正感受到。。发现，原来在他的内心深处，也藏有着那么纯，那么“凌琛”的一面！！遗憾，现在才发现 ~ =(
平时嘻嘻哈哈的凌琛，我并没真正去了解他，不过，
他也是那种有心事都往心里搁的人，所以也很少听他谈到 ~ 他心里的烦恼，心事....
韦文的，
很韦文。。
朋友，兄弟，
你们都去读书了。。都正在朝往目标前进的路上
文楷，秉毅，凌琛，阿kuek，阿清，阿冠，忆成。。
在此先恭喜你们了，找到了现在应该追求的人生目标。。也祝福你们。。
一切顺利 ！！加油！
能在一起的时间真得不多了。。不知为什么，突然感到很害怕，要和朋友分开。。
要从新适应新环境，要从新认识，结交新朋友，可是，我还是比较喜欢，习惯KLT!!
真的不敢想象，再过多个一两年，KLT 还会是最原始，最KLT的KLT吗？
等等大家都变了，讲话，沟通，再也不像以前，不自然，不像，不是原来的，不敢摊开胸怀，不要！！！
其实，昨天，韦文，凌琛，冠，俊升 去看电影。。我不知道。。只是听他们下午说晚上要出来，结果，他们去看了，我没去。。应为我不知道。。
当时我还蛮介意的。。为什么没叫我。。？ 可能也就是像韦文所说得那样，凌琛另结新欢？哈哈。。不知道啦。。
我也知道，其实，我不是一个爽快的人，可是，我知道我绝对不能爽快，很爽快地答应。。每当朋友jio的时候。。。
因为，我将为我的爽快付出代价！
我也能理解朋友花心思，jio大家出来。。结果还要遭到拒绝。。不好受。。我知道。。
在此，先说声对不起啦。。请原谅。。
因为，我是最难on, 最多顾绿的那个。。。。
没关系，其实，我只希望我们一直都能成为很好的朋友，那就够了。。。^^
彼此心中都有对方。。那就够了。。 ^^
最后，祝大家。。一切顺心！
我们再见。。^^
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